One of my favorite woman phrases it this way:
Someday I would like to publish the longer version and the entire story from beginning to end but I will wait patiently for that moment. I will end this entry today with this; although our hearts really did feel this way and sometimes still do hurt we are in much different places right now. Mike and I are really excited to bring home this baby girl. Our excitement does not change what we have been through or how scared we are and have been.