Today I feel sort of ohhh I dunno, disconnected a bit I suppose. Not Spiritually, but just mentally a little bit. I have been in a weird frame of mind the past couple of days. I am like in a bit of a stunned mode. Like I can't believe I will be with Janice in 6 (almost) days. I have not seen her in person for 4 months. And while it has been a time of growing for the both of us, it has still been extremely difficult. Shoot, it has straight up sucked. And to think we are going to be with each other for 3 weeks!! Not just hanging out, but in Mexico, and in other amazing circumstances. I am just kind of in shock. My silly pessimistic mind keeps thinking of all that could go wrong: lack of funds, travel plans (air travel issues, luggage, etc.), and others. Now, I have a choice. Keep dwelling on these "issues" or just release them to God and move forward. I believe I will release and move forward. Yes, that is what I will do. Easier said than done? No, I really am going to have faith with this specific circumstance and just move forward. END OF STORY!
I CAN'T TO SEE MY JANICE!!!
P.S. The dog is officially ours.