After class we were both starving, so we went out to eat. Reggie decided on the pizza and we ate it up! We got into some pretty deep conversations over dinner as well. It hit me how much he watches me, and how careful I need to be. Not just around him, but around anyone. I need to act all the time as if I am trying to be a leader and positive role model, even if I am by myself. I don't do that though, I get selfish sometimes and I get disgusted with myself. I want to better myself always. I want to be a strong figure that people can look to for advice and comfort because they "know" I have my own self together pretty good. If anyone wants to pray that I am able to just die to myself every day, I would really appreciate it. I REALLY REALLY REALLY would.
I learn from Reggie, and I don't look at him as contact work. I look at hanging out with Reggie as hanging out with a friend. I love taking him out, and I look forward to the next time. I am able to challenge him and he respects me. It is an all around situation.