Wednesday before Turkey day

Kinda lame today. I went to Snider, even though we didn't have Young Life tonight. I am constantly out of the loop...because I am horrible at remembering all things BIG and small. Work was kind of depressing because I was told to go home early....even though the site director and I already discussed the hours I would be leaving early. Now the people in charge of time decisions are saying NO!! LESS & LESS HOURS!!!! I am thinking, "any less hours and it won't be worth me coming in." I called my dad and we decided it is time to start looking for another job. This is very very sad because I love my job. I am starting to make real and sweet relationships with the kids, and YMCA childcare are being very unwise. They are going to loose good workers who care about those kids (ME!) and replace them with people who just need a job. They told us in training about how important consistancy is with the kids, and now they are cutting hours left & right when we have more than enough kids at our site to pay for our workers....... Very frustrating, and FRUSTRATING!! The part that is the most frustrating is the fact that I am going to have to look for a new job. God will take care of it, he always has, and I trust that. It just makes me feel very unappreciated. I put in crazy hours for those kids for very little pay, and they want to cut my hours??? What the heck. I am sorry, but it is just very frustrating.

Here is a stupid survey I filled out.

1.	What is your occupation right now	Childcare (for now)
2.	What color are your socks right noW?	don't have any on
3.	What are you listening to right now?	a fan blowing
4.	What was the last thing that you ate?	cheese tortilla
5.	Can you drive a stick shift?	Yes, i own one
6.	Last person you spoke to on the phone?	my sister Merideth
7.	Do you like the person who sent this to yoU?	Yes, though I have never met him in person
8.	How old are you todaY?	21
9.	What is your favorite sport to watch on TV?	N/A
10.	What is your favorite drink?	Orange Juice
11.	Have you ever dyed your hair?	Yes, high school was a crazy time for me.....
12.	Favorite food?	JACKS frozen pizza
13.	What is the last movie you watched?	Crank
14.	Favorite day of the year?	i have no idea
15.	How do you vent anger?	internalize, pray, call parent
16.	What was your favorite toy as a child?	Legos

17.	What is your favorite season?	Fall (love those leaves)
18.	Cherries or Blueberries?	Cherries
19.	Do you want your friends to e-mail you back?	Yes
20.	Who is the most likely to respond?	Not my dad
21.	Who is least likely to respond?	my dad
22.	Living arrangements?	Mom & Pop's [got it good, even though society tells me I am a loser :-) ]
23.	When was the last time you cried?	I don't remember, probably during a sad movie
24.	What is on the floor of your closet?	shoes
25.	Which friend do you share the same age with?	ummmm, I am one of the younger
26.	What did you do last night	watched Crank with Tony
27.	What are you most afraid of	No fear here
28.	Plain, cheese, or spicy hamburgers	CheeseBurger
29.	Favorite dog breed	Golden Retriever
30.	Favorite day of the week?	Wednesday
31.	How many states have you lived in?	Well, MI for a while, and Arizona for a month, the rest here in IN.
32.	Diamonds or pearls	screw um
33.	What is your favorite flower ? -	Petunias

You want a picture of me right now, here it is!!I should have a better attitude. I really do trust God with my job and all that is involved with it. I just feel snubbed that's all. It is not a good feeling at all.