Today was pretty chill. I sat on a mower and sucked up leaves all day. It was great, i didn't sweat much and enjoyed it a lot. Sounds boring, but it wasn't. I think you have really reached a level of happiness when you when you look forward to your everyday boringness. I enjoy the people i work with, and i dunno. I am very content. But anyone who knows anything would tell you it's not going anywhere, and you can't be successful unless you get a degree and do something with your life. Well, maybe i can just prove that wrong eh? LOL. I dunno, i guess i will just live life one day at a time. I got to talk to 2 ashleys today. One that i went to high school with, and one who i have only known by computer chatting. I love both of them, and it had been well over a year sense i had talked to either. Talking is so relaxing, especially when the other person wants to listen. I am always that person too. I always want to find the people who need someone to listen. I got to spend some time with the people who mean a lot to me. They are all pot heads, but i love them to death, and wouldn't trade those relationships for the world. They know where i am at, and cheer me on. Thats why i love them, and thats why they mean so much to me. It doesn't matter if they are pot heads either. God has made it very clear to me that i need to be above the influence. You can say so much to someone by your actions. Loving all people is what life should be about. No matter who they are or how they act. I still struggle with that one. I still want to choose who i show good nature too. I want to break myself from that though. I want to love all people. I want people to know me for being compassionate, and goofy. And for having a big heart. I don't want to be judgemental. because who am i to judge? I think thats why i get along with merideth(my sister who is a lesbian). Not only merideth, but everyone she associates with. Not only do i get along with them, i enjoy being with them. I am pretty sure they enjoy me too. that makes me feel good.
M/S Update
Today was just like yesterday, my right eye was twitching all day, and my legs were shaky. I notice my loss in hearing more and more. I always say "WHAT?" people think i am being difficult, but i really can't hear them. AHHHHHHHH frustrating, but not that frustrating.
We went to rally's today. Me, Robbie(foreman), and Nick. LOL. they screwed up all of our orders, it was getting quite crazy, but that doesn't have anything to do with m/s. so, good night.
What a life. I kept a crazy detailed daily look at my life from 2006-2010. Then marriage and children happened. God still keeps things interesting though. Now I have an amazing wife and 2 beautiful daughters. I love the Lord with all my heart, soul, mind & strength. This is my life.
2 comments:
Hey Mikey,
I used to think that no one could get anywhere in this world without a college degree, but I'm realizing more and more that many of the people who have a college degree aren't happy with their jobs and many of the people who don't have a degree seem to be quite content with their jobs. Just thought I'd share that with ya. It's kind of ironic, don't ya think?
Love ya! Robin
i actually don't think it too ironic. I have had a feeling all through high school that something was a little off. You go through all those years preparing for college..........but, what if college isn't for you? the want you to believe you can't be successful without college. thats just sillyness/stupidness. SO, i guess i have had many doubts about our great "higher education system." but thats just me bein a complainer.
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